| I can never thank you enough for everything
you've done for me. I feel like you're my big sister, which
carries emotions of love mixed with fear. I have this sense
of wanting to make you proud of me. You can't imagine what
it is like to be enslaved to oxycodone. The fear and loneliness
you live with every day. I really believed I was going to
die. You gave me the courage to live again. I know I'm not
bouncing back as quick as I thought, but I'm positive I never
would have had the freedom from that drug if it wasn't for
the rapid detox program.
I keep thinking of something you said to me - that every
day you get up, get dressed and go to work, and you do it
without oxycodone. I think of that every day I wake up. I
spent 38 years of my life without any kind of narcotic, so
I know I can do this. Besides, I don't want to mess up your
one month 95% statistic score.
Thank you again.
Love,
Susie
OxyCodone Patient |